My boy…

is truly amazing!!!! He has sparked such new energy in me that it is truly incredible. I was told that fatherhood would change me and that it would be an immediate transformation.

Honestly, I somewhat doubted that. I mean I figured I was already a sentimental, caring, and loving person and that having a child would not change me too much. Boy was I wrong. The little things really spark more energy and love into my life now. Most of those little things are coming right from Connor these days. His smiles (even if they are still “gas smiles”) are incredible. Tonight was the first time I think he truly interacted with me with a smile. I was changing his diaper (after it had leaked all over me) and has he was laying there, he started to smile. Of course I smiled back and started to talk to him and then the smile got larger. Then he started make faces and smiling more. It was pretty incredible and made me forget I was wearing a pee soaked shirt. 😉